[ I wont talk.
                       I wont breathe.
                                               I wont move till you finally see. . .

                            . . .That you belong with me.

I'm afraid to know the answer. . .
                                                 Do you want me too?
                                       

                                       Cause my heart keeps falling faster ]

Hello all. It's 12:15pm and I am so tired. I barely got any sleep. I think I'm just going to stay at home today and watch some old movies. Most people don't do that anymore, most people just want to go out. I sometimes like to enjoy some quiet time, it's relaxing. There's nothing better than curling up on the couch with a blanket and a bucket of "Nut'n Better''(sp?) Ice Cream. OR If I would go out, I'd just go to the park with a friend and just sit there. Especially in the summer, it's beautiful. They always have beautiful flowers and whatnot growing. Same with St.Vital park..the duck pond and the flower garden. But yeah..enough of that. I just enjoy the more simple,beautiful things in like rather than the ''mall''.

Lastnight was kind of boring. My sister brought over the Karaoke Machine to my aunts. Crappy thing is Jay(my cousins husband), and I were mostly the only ones singing. I sang with almost everyone cause they didn't want to by themselves. Jay was hilarious though..he's such an italian guy lol. He's so LOUD my gosh. He sang "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias(sp?), and he's a really good singer. Yeah that was my excitement. From them I got some clothes and these 2 tickets to a magic show. Honestly..none of my friends would probably be interested. Too bad Trevor didn't live here, or I'd take him for his birthday. Meh..

My allergies are acting up, I woke up with a stuffy nose. Plus, I'm gaining how many freaking pounds from eating all this chocolate.I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I got all the things I wanted! From my sister, I got an Electric Guitar,a Cell Phone, and a "Best Friends" Locket. It was really sweet of her to give me a locket..who knew her and I would ever hang out together in public? OR her giving me a locket like that? haha. From my mom and dad, I got really cute clothes; Like this black tank top,black and pink zip-up sweather,a pink sweater, and a pink and white sweater lol. In my stocking I got my COTTON CANDY perfume..which was a huge hit lastnight at my aunts. They all LOVED it. Then I got some really heavenly lip gloss(which smells soo good) and then some eyeliner and whatnot. It was pretty cool..my sister bought my dad a 19''Computer Monitor, and a..T.v, I forget how big it is..but yeah. Then she bought my mom a Karaoke Machine,clothes, and $150 haircut at this salon place. Yup my sister was Santa Claus this year (weird..I have noo idea how to spell "Clause..Claus" Whatever.

This whole thing with Trevor is so confusing. I don't know what we are. He said ''let's just go with the flow''.. ?? I don't know if I'm his girlfriend, but I sure do feel like I am. I might have said something that I don't know..could definetly change something. I'm such a chicken..but yeah. He talks about me to his friends, he's so..romantic all the time, and he has me in his profile. I still don't know whats going on..he said that he told girls he was ''taken'' so I guess that means he's my boyfriend,maybe? gah I have no clue.

Well I'm tired, and this chocolate is making me ill.

Have a nice day everyone!

Love yeahh. <3